18 August 2008
Hard Heart Lessons and Asking for Directions
::sigh:: This summer has been very interesting for me. I feel that my heart has gone through so much. As I think back over lessons fought through and conquered (or something better that what it was anyway ;) ) I think, "Man, I've been stretched as far as I care to be for awhile now," and the next thought is, "what am I saying?! God's will is perfect and it's totally been working out so far, yeah? I'm still alive--my heart is still pumping nice and soundly...what's your problem, girl?" Before Ukraine, on the way to Ukraine, in Ukraine, on the way home, YSSP, work, the past few days reading a really good book my sister got me...so many lessons. It's so interesting how I plan my life out (well, at least summer wise ;) ) and things totally don't go the way *I* plan yet, I wouldn't wish it different because The Perfect Plan has been fully unveiled.